One of those days

Let’s just say you are having one of those days; where just everything is not going right. You’re not sure if you can make it through life. At the moment you would consider ending it. You feel like a complete failure. Well, Ethan, things are most definitely going to get worse; in fact, the whole world is going to kill itself. This so-called hell on earth will not seem to make sense because we as humans are all ready there. We have killed others, and are these. How could this get worse? Can we even see how it could be worse, it’s hard to see, but it most definitely will get a hell of a lot worse. There will be fire and more death you have ever seen. Are you not looking forward to it? Who isn’t? It will be the worse thing anyone has ever seen, and you are the reason for it. You are, your family, friends, foes, and just people, you know.
It’s you why did you do this why why? Why did you have to settle? Why did you hate it? Why did you kill? Why did you disobey? Why did you sin? Why did we not listen?
We have created hell ourselves -it is all of us-we did it. It’s all us, not anyone else. Why keep going when there is no hope? So let’s stop, let’s give up.
No, we do not need to stop. There is a straightforward reason why. Yet it is not so simple-God. Why would he love us? We have done everything against him. Not for him. Yet he still loves us the same no matter what. He knows us best; more than anyone ever will. He loved us so so very much that he had his own son die just for us. We do not deserve this, but he loves us so very much and knows us best.
So when you have one of those days remember this. You do have a reason to continue. To keep going thought the hardest times. God- this the only one who truly knows how we are and truly understands us. He also loves us when we truly do not deserve it.
I hope this made your day.